Hello. I cannot believe it’s been 7 months since last time I’ve written here. The thing is I love my blog, I love writing about DID and explaining what it is to live with a mental illness. But sometimes it’s hard. When I am very low, I don’t want to write because I’m scared that … More Where did the time go ? (Part 2)
Hello everyone, I’ve meant to write a blog a week at least and life goes in the way. As some may already be aware, despite having DID, I have my own business. Since I am feeling better, I am more productive and therefore busier than ever. I love blogging but it’s usually something that goes … More Where did the time go ?
I’m going on holiday on Sunday for a week. No no, I am not going somewhere sunny and fun, I’m going to see my parents. J. is coming with me of course (thank God, I don’t know what I would do without him there). Don’t make me wrong, I love my mum and my step … More Between 2 moods
It’s going to be short post I think today (or not, we’ll see). This post is for my Little One, Emily. She has been asking me for quite some time to write about Raphael and I think it’s a great idea. Teddy Bears have always had a big place in my life and heart. When … More The second love of my life: Raphael
I am part of a couple of Facebook group for DID. I don’t participate a lot but I love most of the discussion. One grab my attention this week. Someone posted a question about having 2 hosts and not knowing about it. I replied that my system is composed of 2 hosts. That person then … More My 2 hosts
Integration has been on my mind for quite some time now. On one hand, I think it could be good to be “whole” but my heart (and head) goes more to the “no” for integration. Let’s see it that way: I always lived with parts, I don’t know life without them, I love them as … More Integration isn’t for everyone
OK…. heu… I’ve been in therapy with Dr.R since April 2010. She is the one that diagnosed me with DID. Ana & Anabelle – The challenging alters We did a big work with Treize and Emily years ago but Ana and Anabelle proved to be the most “difficult” ones. I’m not trying to undermine what … More Last 2 therapy sessions
I promised myself at the beginning of the year to write a blog post at least once a week. The thing is, right now, I don’t want to blog but somehow I know it would help me. This week isn’t a good week. Don’t ask me why, if I knew I would do something about … More This week… Meh
I’m going to try to document some of my therapy sessions. Soooo…. today I had a therapy session with Dr R. Last year, we had a major breakthrough with Ana and Anabelle when we learnt that they were raped by my ex-boyfriend. 2015 was hard and we went through 2 big bout of depression. I … More Therapy session of the day
I’ve seen lately quite few post about “reverse bucket lists” and find them inspiring (like here from a blog I highly recommend reading, always so many beautiful pictures and yummy recipes). I think we tend to forget what we have achieved or we don’t take the time to think about all our achievements and it’s … More The reverse bucket list – DID style
D.I.D I say crazy ? 