Hello everyone! I can’t believe it’s been over a year since last time I wrote on my blog. I don’t have any excuse really. I have had ups and downs but it is funny because when I’m down, I don’t want to write and when I’m feeling better, I am unsure what to write about … More Some news
I am part of few DID groups and follow many blogs. The question around medications come back often. Disclaimer: Everyone is different and I do respect everyone’s choices. I choose few years ago to stop every single medications. I’ve replaced some by herbal medications but expect paracetamol and ibuprofen, I do not take any medications … More Medications
1 year ago, I lost a friend because I dared having a stomach ulcer on his birthday and had to go to hospital. 2 year ago, I’ve lost a friend because for the very first time (and last) of my life I’ve reached to her whilst being extremely suicidal and feared for my own life … More Feeling unapologetic
Have I ever written how much depression sucks in this blog ? I probably did few times but let me tell you one thing: DEPRESSION SUCKS ! SO ! FREAKING ! BAD ! The black dog caught me real good since the beginning of the year. I don’t seem to shake it off. Everything seems … More Depression is a life sentence
Hello. I cannot believe it’s been 7 months since last time I’ve written here. The thing is I love my blog, I love writing about DID and explaining what it is to live with a mental illness. But sometimes it’s hard. When I am very low, I don’t want to write because I’m scared that … More Where did the time go ? (Part 2)
Ok it’s probably old news for a lot of people but I love what Toby Allen does. His “monsters” have been created to demystified mental illnesses. I think they are also a good way to explain a specific mental illness to someone else. Those monsters live inside some of us, they are invisible but are … More Art and D.I.D
As usual, a lot is going on in my head. For many years now, I’ve been a strong believer that you need to talk about mental illness to educate people. I wanted to help others by opening myself to them. 18 years ago, I started to see a therapist for self harming and depression. … More A bit of a change
I promised myself at the beginning of the year to write a blog post at least once a week. The thing is, right now, I don’t want to blog but somehow I know it would help me. This week isn’t a good week. Don’t ask me why, if I knew I would do something about … More This week… Meh
I’m going to try to document some of my therapy sessions. Soooo…. today I had a therapy session with Dr R. Last year, we had a major breakthrough with Ana and Anabelle when we learnt that they were raped by my ex-boyfriend. 2015 was hard and we went through 2 big bout of depression. I … More Therapy session of the day
Hello everyone, I’m back. Last time I posted it was in May, how crazy is that ?! I have had a hard and long year. 2015 was the year I’ve discovered that I have been raped by my first boyfriend, I had to deal with my dad/step mum, I dealt with my mum’s craziness when … More I’m Back !
D.I.D I say crazy ? 