The tombstone theory

Hello everyone, Something’s been bugging me for months now: Who am I ? As someone with DID, I don’t know who I am most of the time. I’m not talking about switching or alters but I am talking about me, Ama, the main host. For the past few months, I ask myself every day “what do … More The tombstone theory

Between 2 moods

I’m going on holiday on Sunday for a week. No no, I am not going somewhere sunny and fun, I’m going to see my parents. J. is coming with me of course (thank God, I don’t know what I would do without him there). Don’t make me wrong, I love my mum and my step … More Between 2 moods

Art and D.I.D

Ok it’s probably old news for a lot of people but I love what Toby Allen does. His “monsters” have been created to demystified mental illnesses. I think they are also a good way to explain a specific mental illness to someone else. Those monsters live inside some of us, they are invisible but are … More Art and D.I.D

My 2 hosts

I am part of a couple of Facebook group for DID. I don’t participate a lot but I love most of the discussion. One grab my attention this week. Someone posted a question about having 2 hosts and not knowing about it. I replied that my system is composed of 2 hosts. That person then … More My 2 hosts

Hospitals suck

Like many I hate hospitals. I spent my childhood in hospitals because of problems with my ears. This week, I had to go back to hospital just for the day because of a stomach ulcer (due to stress) and I was freaking out. When I told the nurse and the doctor that I was nervous, … More Hospitals suck