I’m going to try to document some of my therapy sessions. Soooo…. today I had a therapy session with Dr R. Last year, we had a major breakthrough with Ana and Anabelle when we learnt that they were raped by my ex-boyfriend. 2015 was hard and we went through 2 big bout of depression. I … More Therapy session of the day
Hello everyone ! I was planning to write a post about my dad and step mum today but I just don’t feel like it today. I might write it tomorrow or next week. Today I want to talk about me and people. People would usually describe as outgoing and friendly. However inside, it’s not the … More People and I
Hello everyone, I’m back. Last time I posted it was in May, how crazy is that ?! I have had a hard and long year. 2015 was the year I’ve discovered that I have been raped by my first boyfriend, I had to deal with my dad/step mum, I dealt with my mum’s craziness when … More I’m Back !
I’ve seen lately quite few post about “reverse bucket lists” and find them inspiring (like here from a blog I highly recommend reading, always so many beautiful pictures and yummy recipes). I think we tend to forget what we have achieved or we don’t take the time to think about all our achievements and it’s … More The reverse bucket list – DID style
I am scared of failures. My own failures to be precise (I am quite understanding with others’ failures). As I explained briefly in this post, I have a project of opening an online shop. This is for me one of my dreams. Working for myself, not for someone else, enjoying doing something I like. The … More Am I a failure ?
Since the argument with my dad, something happened inside me. You will need to know the rest of the story to understand what I mean. Following my argument with my dad, he promised me that he was going to talk to my step mum and that she will have to apologise to me. I … More A shift occured…
One of the first thing I’ve asked my therapist 5 years ago was: would they (the parts) go away ? She explained to me that it was unlikely but that I can learn from them and be more “in control”. I was really sad to know that DID wasn’t “treatable”. Either with medications or therapy. … More Losing a part/alter
I had an argument with my dad… Wow ! I can’t believe it. I told him what I thought of him and his lack of “balls” (I’m even going to try to be polite here ;) ) and what I thought of his wife. Little bit of background: After my parents separated when I was … More A big step for me, a massive step for… me !
As I’ve explained in the “about me” section, I have been diagnosed with DID 5 years ago. One of the first thing my therapist asked me was “are you creative ? Do you paint, draw, or something like this ?”. I laughed so much when she asked. My answer was clear “No. Nope. Nope. I’m … More DID = artists in the being ?
I’m feeling a little concerned and scared at the moment. You’ve probably read the news about that co-pilot that crashed the plane in the Alps on purpose, killing everyone. It is a dramatic event of course. What concerned me at the moment is how they are portraying (the journalists and medias) the co-pilot. Yes the guy … More Distinguish the Difference !