People and I

Hello everyone ! I was planning to write a post about my dad and step mum today but I just don’t feel like it today. I might write it tomorrow or next week. Today I want to talk about me and people. People would usually describe as outgoing and friendly. However inside, it’s not the … More People and I

I’m Back !

Hello everyone, I’m back. Last time I posted it was in May, how crazy is that ?! I have had a hard and long year. 2015 was the year I’ve discovered that I have been raped by my first boyfriend, I had to deal with my dad/step mum, I dealt with my mum’s craziness when … More I’m Back !

Am I a failure ?

I am scared of failures. My own failures to be precise (I am quite understanding with others’ failures). As I explained briefly in this post, I have a project of opening an online shop. This is for me one of my dreams. Working for myself, not for someone else, enjoying doing something I like. The … More Am I a failure ?

Losing a part/alter

One of the first thing I’ve asked my therapist 5 years ago was: would they (the parts) go away ? She explained to me that it was unlikely but that I can learn from them and be more “in control”. I was really sad to know that DID wasn’t “treatable”. Either with medications or therapy. … More Losing a part/alter